I suck at blogging

So obviously I have not been blogging very frequently... a lot has been going on though... I just haven't had the time to sit down and blog. I feel like I have taken a downward turn when it comes to zoning and doing well in my workouts. My mind is in a better place though than it was before. I am more positive and accepting of my thyroid condition, but this newfound contentness has caused me to get further away from reaching my goals and I have to get back on track or else I will lose all the progress I have made. I was having a lot of trouble sleeping ever since I returned from Korea, so that really hurt my workouts, but I am trying really hard to get a good nights rest every night!!! Who knew that not being able to sleep would be soooo frustrating?!!! I think my body has finally re-adjusted though =). Hopefully soon I will find that inner desire to zone/paleo and stick to it and enjoy it. Life is such a rollercoaster.... but at least I'm smiling while being on this crazy wild up and down ride!!! =D